Insomnia - 1 Dec 09

Can't sleep. Free-verse. Never posted anything like this on my blog before, so consider it a change of pace.

Just.Words.Chill.

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i try and make sense of it. the penmanship's intricate
details...
into why i don't sleep well. Speak. Well...
of what the past is.. and pray that the future is past it...
and that i never go back. but you know that, I'm past, tense.
Cause the thoughts weigh heavily... and what some say's heavenly...
i see as nothing but something bucking up to deaden me....
try not to let the thoughts get ahead of me....
the pedigree... dog, regardless of what the breed is...
so the obvious truth, is the hardest of the secrets...
but i never had the heart enough, to harden up and keep it...
so it was on the table, next to my horns and the halo...
by the same phone, with ring tones off so i could lay low...
i wore it all... and she saw that ... but i bet she wouldn't recall that...
another story, another day... i'm about to get off that...
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